Insomnia Vol.2

Today and forever

I take their power away

To decide my own

Passion to be

Life to breathe

No more outside expectations

From people

Not even on my side

And for those there

I do appreciate

But they have to eventually part

I take my youth

I take my will

To construct independence

To pursue irrationality

And maybe poverty

But always fulfilment

To feel energize

To feel at peace

To not feel anxiety

Or sadness to hold my body captive

Is to be a precious mission

Just like Ford

Just like Zuckerberg

Just like Bezos and any white man

I would believe in delusion

In my success in such way

For I might not meet it

I have to try

I would regret it both ways

But when my soul shall rest

I would have experiences to recount

To laugh at my stupidity if i’m to fail

But I’m not

Must I repeat myself everyday

Everyday I would do

Everyday I would breath

Even in the dark

Even in the rain

I have with me

A growing

Mind set

—M. E.